Merry Christmas everyone... I hope i get better at followin up with everyone in the new year. Truth is I have been having and extremely hard time since i saw you last. After being able to open up with you guys then coming back to having no one to talk to and losing contact with all of you, well it just all sent me into a very dark place. I finally went back to church last week after not being there since the beginning of Oct. Very unlike me...In the last 15 years I have maybe missed 5 times. I am seeing a therapist and I think its helping but again, she wasn't abused.
Not sure why we all backed off but I hope to see EVERYONE here in the new year. I hope we could get together too...
Merry Christmas and Happy New year
Shan
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Merry CHRISTmas Shan! I too feel the same way...I experienced this great break through with you ladies and now I feel like I am digressing because I have no one to talk to. It's frustrating and I need to take steps forward in my recovery instead of backwards...Going to chruch helps a lot though because it gets me out of my funk for a while. When I miss church my mood is definately not as good. I miss you all...Just say a date and a place and I will be there!!
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